Many years later, when Moses had grown up, he went out to visit his own people, the Hebrews, and he saw how hard they were forced to work. During his visit, he saw an Egyptian beating one of his fellow Hebrews. After looking in all directions to make sure no one was watching, Moses killed the Egyptian and hid the body in the sand. – Exodus 2:12, emphasis added.
At this point in his life, Moses has been raised within the sheltering of the royal palace as the adopted son of the Pharaoh’s daughter. We can only guess from his later encounter at the burning bush that he hasn’t been raised with much of a concept of the God of the Hebrews, just of the gods of the Egyptians. Whatever the case may be, his morality at this point had nothing against killing his granddaddy’s employee, as long as he didn’t get caught.
But oh, did he get caught. The next day a unnamed Hebrew called him out for killing the Egyptian. Moses knew the secret was out, and worried that everyone knew what he had done (Exodus 2:14). The Pharaoh also found out about the incident, and tried to kill Moses. So Moses became an outlaw, on the run from his home and his people.
This approach to ethics sounds so familiar. Rather than having integrity despite who is watching, so often the mentality is that it’s OK if you don’t get caught. But even when Moses looked in all directions, he was found out. In the same way, our sin today has a way of not remaining hidden. (See Matthew 10:26, Luke 8:17, and Luke 12:2 in context for verses that are claimed to support this idea.) His sin was seen by man and by God, and we are at the very least seen by God (Psalm 139), if not also by the people around us.
So what? What can Moses’ story teach us besides to not tick off the Pharaoh? We can learn to have integrity in all that we do, because the consequences will come whether or not the action was done in what we believe to be privacy. We should strive instead for the great consequences of following God completely.
Proverbs 5, the proverb of the immoral woman’s house, also has some thoughts about sin. Specifically referring to the adulteress, it says to stay away from her and to not go near the door of her house, because if you do, you will lose all you have achieved. In this same way, the closer we get to sin, the more our achievements are eaten away, and in the end, we have lost all that was important to us, but have gained nothing. On the other hand, Jesus calls us to lose everything that is important to us (Matthew 16:24-26, Luke 5:1-11), but we gain eternal life and gain a relationship with Him. Both involve losing what’s important to us, but the Jesus option has a far better outcome in this life and the next. If I had to choose between Jesus and sin even just on the selfishness of what I could get out of it, I would still pick Jesus because in the end when all else I hold dear is consumed, I still have Him.
Then next time you’re looking in all directions, don’t forget the direction that God watches you from.
-Zachariah
